Guestbook: Fabian

My journey began at the age of 17 with the diagnosis of a tumor and chronic pain that lasted for over a decade. Throughout this time, I explored countless therapeutic approaches, visited numerous doctors, and spent time in clinics and retreats. Along the way, I immersed myself in books on Western psychology, spirituality, and self-discovery.

In August 2024, I met Chi, Chia, and Chitta, who provided me with deep insights and a long-awaited sense of clarity. Within just four months, my life changed radically. Now, I want to contribute to the community by inspiring others to transform their pain into growth. I have a deep interest in understanding the patterns of the ego — both within myself and others.

This place has changed my life. I joined the community 14 months ago, completely unaware of what was to come, and I am simply incredibly grateful for the experiences I get to have here every day. Chi, the community's founder, helped me pull myself out of a severe depression. Through simple exercises like standing meditation, breathwork, and Qi Gong, my body experienced profound healing in a short time, and my chronic pain receded significantly. A key aspect is questioning beliefs and the sometimes hours-long conversations with Chi. He is available at any time of day to give me clarity regarding inner conflicts and to shed light on the things that cause me the greatest suffering. Every day in this community is precious, and the gratitude of the people who live here is palpable at all times. It is exactly the right place for people who are tired of bending over backwards for a sick society and want to find their way back to themselves—to a simple life of abundance and peace.